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Minggu, 24 Februari 2013

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Susan lay in bed and waited for sleep to come. It had been a long day and she was tired. She had been quite sure that she would go to sleep at once. She never had any difficulty in going to sleep. And yet here she lay, hour after hour, wide awake, her mind racing.
 
She had said she did not, mind sleeping in this room, in this bed. This bed where Cora Abernethie -
 
No, no, she must put all that out of her mind. She had always prided herself on having no nerves. Why think of that afternoon less than a week ago? Think ahead the future. Her future and Greg's. Those premises in Cardigan Street - just what they wanted. The business on the ground floor and a charming flat upstairs. The room out at the back a laboratory for Greg. For purposes of income tax it would be an excellent set-up. Greg would get calm and well again. There would be no more of those alarming brainstorms. The times when he looked at her without seeming to know who she was. Once or twice she'd been quite frightened... And old Mr Cole - he'd hinted - threatened: "If this happens again..." And it might have happened again - it would have happened again. If Uncle Richard hadn't died just when he did...
 
Uncle Richard - but really why look at it like that? He'd nothing to live for. Old and tired and ill. His son dead. It was a mercy really. To die in his sleep quietly like that. Quietly... in his sleep... If only she could sleep. It was so stupid lying awake hour after hour... hearing the furniture creak, and the rustling of trees and bushes outside the window and the occasional queer melancholy hoot - an owl, she supposed. How sinister the country was, somehow. So different from the big noisy indifferent town. One felt so safe there - surrounded by people - never alone. Whereas here...
 
Houses where a murder had been committed were sometimes
 
haunted. Perhaps this cottage would come to be known as the haunted cottage. Haunted by the spirit of Cora Lansquenet... Aunt Cora. Odd, really, how ever since she had arrived she had felt as though Aunt Cora were quite close to her... within reach. All nerves and fancy. Cora Lansquenet was dead, tomorrow she would be buried. There was no one in the cottage except Susan herself and Miss Gilchrist. Then why did she feel that there was someone in this room, someone close beside her...
 
She had lain on this bed when the hatchet fell... Lying there trustingly asleep... Knowing nothing till the hatchet fell... And now she wouldn't let Susan sleep...
 
The furniture creaked again... was that a stealthy step? Susan switched on the light. Nothing. Nerves, nothing but nerves. Relax... close your eyes...
 
Surely that was a groan - a groan or a faint moan... Someone in pain - someone dying...
 
"I mustn't imagine things, I mustn't, I mustn't," Susan whispered to herself.
 
Death was the end - there was no existence after death. Under no circumstances could anyone come back. Or was she reliving a scene from the past - a dying woman groaning...
 
There it was again... stronger... someone groaning in acute pain...
 
But - this was real. Once again Susan switched on the light, sat up in bed and listened. The groans were real groans and she was hearing them through the wall. They came from the room next door.
 
Susan jumped out of bed, flung on a dressing-gown and crossed to the door. She went out on to the landing, tapped for a moment on Miss Gilchrist's door and then went in. Miss Gilchrist's light was on. She was sitting up in bed. She looked ghastly. Her face was distorted with pain.