Thirty minutes later, she knew what she hoped to gain. She was
laughing with him as she told him about lunch with her girlfriends,
about Marty complaining about her husband, about Beth suggesting it was
perfectly logical to have a baby without one. She told him all about
Steve and her plans to get a puppy in a couple of years to keep him
company. He told her about the ride he took up to Tahoe over the
weekend—just a quick one, a few hours in the morning. When he described
the views, the lake, the mountains in full summer green, she began to
get a sense for why he found this enjoyable. It was odd that this grease
monkey had such an appreciation for the outdoors.
"Seems like if you're so fond of nature, you'd hunt or fish or camp."
"I camp," he said, sipping his coffee. "Sort of. If I have time for a
weekend ride, I take a bedroll and backpack, find a nice piece of beach
under the stars or a soft pad of grass on a hilltop and…camp. I don't
think I'm patient enough to fish and I could never shoot anything."
"How about golf?" she asked teasingly.
"You're kidding me, right?" He laughed hard at that. Imagine this guy in
his boots and chains and naked lady swinging around a golf club with
the Polo-clad crowd.
They learned a little more about each other. Neither of them had ever
been married; they both came from families of four children, though hers
were half sibs. His family was local, hers was in Des Moines. And
they'd both worked at their current jobs for more than five years.
At one point he asked her if she was still feeling nervous about her
incident and she told him she was slowly getting past that, but she'd
decided to be a lot more cautious. She didn't want to find herself in
that position ever again. "I'm all done dating," she said. "At least for
a good long time. I think I've been through enough."
"Understandable."
"That really shouldn't have happened. I usually have much better instincts than that."
"It doesn't seem like you did anything wrong, Cassie. He's a freak, that's all."
After an hour or so of coffee, they browsed together, helping each other
pick out books. In the parking lot he said, "You know, I like these
coffee dates. It's a real nice break in the day."
"I enjoyed it, too."
"I know it's only been twice, but I'm already looking forward to the next one."
"Even if you have to drive across town?"
"Even if," he said. Then he pulled a short stack of business cards out
of his pocket, sifted through them and handed her one. All it said was
his name and a phone number. "If you call that cell number when you feel
like coffee, I won't keep you waiting so long. I don't give it out that
often—I get too many calls from bikers with mechanical problems when I
do. They like me to walk them through home repairs. But I'd like you to
have it."
"Gee," she said. "You have that kind of schedule, that a person can just interrupt you in the middle of work and it's okay?"
"I put in a lot of hours. No one minds when I take a little personal time. You call—I'll come," he said.
"You know…I haven't offered you my phone number, and there's a reason—"
He put a big hand gently on her forearm. "Oh, I'd love to have your
number, Cassie. But I know it's important you be in charge right now.
You call me anytime. I'll be there."
"Thanks. That's nice. That you understand."
"Hey. I was there, remember?"
Billy's part-time job in addition to the fire department was in
construction. He could've made it his full-time job and maybe make more
money than he currently did at F.D., but it didn't have the same
potential for growth. It offered good money for flexible hours that he
could fit around his F.D. schedule. The contractor let him work a few
hours here and there while he was doing his twenty-four-hour shifts with
the department and full days on his off time. He could get in at least
twelve full days a month, usually more like sixteen. Cutting wood and
stone for countertops was often tedious, but he did it perfectly and it
paid well.
And it was damn hard work. Both his jobs were physically demanding.
Although he was a paramedic, he didn't drive the rescue rig every day—he
was a firefighter first. So about every other workday, he worked the
rescue rig and other times he was on the engine. Then he'd cut wood and
rock—exhausting, dirty work. He had about enough time to eat, sleep and
go back to one job or another. But he and Jules needed the money. He
hadn't called in sick to either job since the day he started. He didn't
average a day off a week. If he could just stay with F.D. eight to ten
years and promote himself on time, the money and overtime would get real
good. Right now he was keeping his finger in the dam.
Today he had come home from his twenty-four-hour shift at F.D. and gone
to bed for a few hours, despite the noise in the house. He knew Jules
was going to lunch with her girlfriends, which was a good thing—it could
put her in a decent mood. A little break from the kids, some girl talk,
maybe she could get in some serious complaining about Billy and unload
it. So he woke himself up after about four hours of sleep and went
straight to his mother-in-law's to pick up Clint and Stephie before
their nap time. They'd already had lunch, so they were ready to settle
in when he got them home.
Ordinarily, he'd take advantage of the quiet and try to catch a nap; he
hadn't had much sleep and was planning to go back to the shop after
dinner and hopefully work till midnight. But instead, he went after some
marital points; he cleaned the kitchen, picked up dog-doo, trimmed the
hedges and put the ladder up against the house to see if he could fix
the drooping gutter that was breaking away because someone hadn't
cleaned it out in the late fall and it had been too burdened with leaves
and twigs to stay attached. That someone was him.
He put his toolbox on the slanted roof to his right and was going after
the gutter with a screwdriver, leaning a little to the left, when the
toolbox began to slide. He dropped the screwdriver in the gutter and
grabbed for the toolbox, which he shoved back up on the roof. But the
sudden action caused the ladder to sway and teeter and he couldn't get
the toolbox stable. He grabbed the gutter for ballast, but it was a poor
choice—the gutter was already weak and breaking away from the eave. His
feet pushed the ladder away and it fell to his right. Billy hung on to
the gutter but not for long. It gave under his weight and tore away, but
at least his descent was slower. After dropping a few feet, he let go
so he wouldn't tear the whole damn thing off, and fell the rest of the
way. It wasn't all that far.