Even though Julie and Cassie were best friends, they belonged to a
foursome of girlfriends who'd hung tight since junior high. Marty and
Beth were their two other close girlfriends. They'd all been
cheerleaders together in school and had been tight ever since. Beth was
the only one who wasn't socially available that often; she was a
brand-new doctor and her schedule was horrible.
The rest of them had remained relative neighbors since high school
graduation, getting together regularly. They also had larger gatherings
including still more friends from the past. The tradition started when
Julie and Billy, as newlyweds, threw a small party, and it grew from
there. Some years after high school Billy introduced Marty to one of his
firefighter pals and they ended up getting married. Now the friends'
parties—potlucks held four or five times a year—included some firemen
and their wives or girlfriends, plus whatever old high school chums were
around.
The Fourth of July party this year was at Marty and Joe's house, in
their rec room. It was a big room, complete with bar, pool table, a
pinball machine, state-of-the-art stereo equipment, plenty of seating
and standing room. They lived in a mansion by Julie's standards, and she
looked around the rec room jealously. They had lots of toys—quads, a
boat, Jet Skis, an RV. Joe made a little more money than Billy, since he
was a few years senior at F.D., but their lifestyle was probably even
more affordable because they hadn't married right out of high school,
had only one child and Marty worked full-time. True, she was a
hairdresser—not a high-ticket career field—but she had a full roster of
regular clients and Julie certainly couldn't afford her cuts and colors.
Julie had managed a part-time job after Jeffy was born, while Billy
worked and finished college before getting a job with the fire
department. They went through years of tough schedules, school loans and
scrimping by. With Billy barely on the F.D. payroll, which was modest
to start, they had a lot of debt to clear. But then Clint came along
and, a year later, Stephie. It ate up the toy money pretty quick. Hell,
it ate up the food money.
Joe was an established firefighter who had his own house when he met
Marty. They didn't get married right away; by the time they did, they
were able to sell Joe's house and buy a bigger one. Their little boy was
now three and while Joe complained he wanted more kids, Marty said that
was it for her. It seemed to Julie that when other people didn't plan
on kids, they didn't have them. Julie and Billy didn't plan on them and
had them, anyway.
It felt as though everyone had come a long way in twelve years, except
Julie and Billy—voted couple of the year in high school. They had a
decent little home they couldn't afford, drove somewhat reliable cars
with tons of miles on them, had a house full of kids, big bills and no
extras. No grown-up toys, no vacations. Also, no nice dinners out,
weekend escapes for just the two of them, and they avoided hiring
sitters—sitters were very expensive. If Julie's mom or Cassie couldn't
watch the kids, they just didn't go out. Julie cut out coupons
constantly, haunted the sales and even thrift shops, paid the minimum
balance, put a sheet over the couch to keep the worn fabric from
showing. When she was crowned homecoming queen, this was not how she
envisioned her life. She'd had her fifteen minutes of fame when she was
seventeen.
Tonight, to add to her overwhelming feeling that she was in a steady
decline, another one of the old cheerleaders had shown up—Chelsea. She
made an appearance every year or two, just to establish she'd hung on to
her tight body, perky tits and effervescent smile. In fact, quite a few
of her physical traits had greatly improved since high school. Julie
suspected Chelsea's breasts were even perkier—high, full, prominent and
aimed right at the eyeballs of men. Chelsea had been cute as a button
before, and she was better put together every year, while Julie felt she
was sliding too fast into old age. But, if you'd asked her at seventeen
which way she'd like to go—blossoming in her late twenties or having it
all at seventeen—Julie would still have taken seventeen. Stupidly.
So she watched Chelsea from across the rec room, doing what she did
best—flirting with Billy. It was amazing how long your nemesis could
follow you without ever losing interest in your man. Julie had
threatened Billy with unspeakably painful things if he ever touched
Chelsea, if he even accidentally brushed up against her. Thus, Billy's
arms were crossed protectively over his wide, hard chest, laughing at
absolutely everything Chelsea said. Now and then she'd put a hand on his
forearm and gaze up at him, chatting away, making him grin like a fool.
"Some things never change," Cassie said, climbing up on the bar stool beside Julie.
They watched together as Joe joined Billy, passing him a beer. Then he
leaned down a little and asked Chelsea something: Can I get you a drink?
She just shook her head and laughed, drawing Joe into the conversation.
Then a third man joined them. Hmm. Chelsea had three good-looking men
cornered, holding them captive with her cleavage. Yet again she put her
hand on Billy's forearm.
"If he laughs at her once more, I'm going to throw a dart at him," Julie said. "Then I'll chop him up in little pieces."
Cassie sipped her wine. "Maybe you should have a drink. Loosen up a little."
"I'm the designated driver. And I'm going to designate him right out of
here in about ten minutes." Then she said to Cassie, "I'm just not fun
anymore, am I?"
"Well, you're not a lot of laughs right now. But there have been fun times…."
"Did I ever flirt like that?" Julie asked.
"I've known you to have a flirt or two, but usually with your own guy,"
Cassie said. Then she glanced at Chelsea and said, "How does she make
never getting married look so good and I just make it look so…fat?"
"Cassie, you're not fat. You're…"
Cassie gave her a second and then put a hand on her arm and said,
"Don't. When you have to search for the right word for longer than three
seconds, you're just going to come up with a synonym. And I'll hate
you."
"We used to do some really fun things. We stole a port-a-potty and put
it in the football coach's front yard. That was fun. Wasn't it fun?"