Cassie and Ken walked out of the bar together at seven-thirty. In the
rapidly descending darkness of a perfect June night, he pulled her into
his arms and covered her mouth in a powerful kiss. Wow, she thought. It
was a good kiss—consuming and deep. His hands were running up and down
her back. Then one slipped around her side, reaching for a breast, and
she withdrew. She pushed him away, laughed nervously and said, "Hold on,
pardner. Getting a little ahead of yourself, aren't you?"
"Sorry," he said. "I've been looking at you, wondering, you know…"
"Well, wonder no more, big fella—rest assured I am definitely a girl. Now, don't we have plans? Live music in the park?"
"That's right," he said, laughing. Then, again, "Sorry."
As he walked her to his car, she said, "Girls don't get mad at guys for
having romantic ideas. But you do have brakes, I assume?"
"Absolutely, Cassie."
"Good. You were moving a little fast for me."
The car was parked at the far end of the lot and she thought, Ahh, he's
car proud. He'd rather walk across the lot than risk a dent or scratch
from neighboring cars. He opened the door to the passenger side and she
slipped in. She immediately pulled on her seat belt while he got in the
driver's side.
He started the car, but didn't put it in gear. Instead, he reached over
to her side and began to gently caress her upper arm. He leaned toward
her across the console, his eyelids becoming heavy, his mouth slightly
open. It was like kiss-on-demand, but at least he was moving more
slowly, giving her time, waiting for her to respond. She met his lips
for a sweet, short kiss. He moved over her mouth with precision, but
when she pulled away from his mouth, laughing nervously again, he
grabbed her upper arms in his strong grip. "Cassie," he said in a
breath. "What do you say we rethink the music? Maybe skip it?"
"I don't think so. I was looking forward to it," she said, her heart
rate speeding up a little. She started to smell an ill wind.
"Come on," he begged. "Think about it. You won't be sorry…."
She did a quick memory check. She'd been out for happy hour with friends
from work when she met him. They'd talked for a long time. She was an
emergency room nurse, he was a paramedic—they'd never met before but she
did a lot of business with the fire department and had come to think of
them as the good guys. He had been polite, attentive, interested. He
was a nice-looking guy with a sense of humor. She'd taken his cell phone
number and agreed to meet him again, this time for a cup of coffee.
That's how you play safe dating. He'd been a gentleman, walking her to
her car after coffee and saying goodbye with a brief, platonic hug. Then
she'd given him her cell phone number. So, after a few
getting-to-know-you conversations, she'd accepted a date for live music
in the park. She still hadn't let him pick her up; they'd agreed to meet
at a bar because finding each other in a park full of people could be
difficult.
His behavior now took her by surprise. She'd have to back him down
quick. She'd been attracted to him, but no way was she ready to take
this to the next level.
"I don't have to think about it," she said, her palms pressed firmly
against his chest. "I was looking forward to some music. It's a
beautiful night. And what you apparently have in mind is not on the
agenda in the parking lot of the—"
Her words were cut off as he slipped a big hand around the back of her
head and pulled her, roughly, onto his mouth. She pushed at him, making
unintelligible sounds beneath his lips, but he was actually climbing
across the console while silencing her with his mouth. For a guy about
six feet tall, this was unimaginable, but he seemed to do it with ease.
In seconds, he was straddling her hips, towering over her so fast she
hardly knew what was happening.
"Hey!" she said when he released her lips. "Hey, what are you doing?"
She was thinking quickly. There were a few cars around his, but he had
parked away from the crowd and his windows were darkly tinted. Her next
thought was, How is this possible? This is a nice guy! This is a
paramedic! My best friend's husband is a paramedic; I know a lot of
their friends! They're salt of the earth—angels!
But he was pressing her back against the seat, devouring her mouth,
breathing real hard and fast through his nose. He popped her seat belt
off and although she pushed and her protests were lost as whimpers
beneath his mouth, she was focused on the logistics of his attack. He
couldn't possibly plan to rape her in the front bucket seat of an SUV?
She was wearing shorts; freeing her from her clothes would not be
simple!
Then her seat began to recline—he had his hand on the button. He was
slowly laying her down. She was beginning to understand his plan. If he
got her flat, he could pull down her shorts. If he raped her and let her
loose, if he didn't leave bruises or marks, he'd claim she wasn't
forced. She'd run her share of rape kits in the E.R., heard her share of
he-said-she-said stories while a skeptical detective took notes. Well,
by God, she was at least going to force him to leave bruises! She began
to kick and push and wiggle, throwing her head and body wildly back and
forth, side to side.
"Stop it," he said. "Stop it now. Come on. We know what we want!"
"Get off me, you son of a bitch!"
"Aw, Cassie," he laughed, as if she'd uttered some kind of endearment. "Baby, come on—I'm totally into you!"
"You're crazy! Let me go! Get off me! Now!"
"Come on, come on, settle down…."
"No!" she screamed. Just scream, she told herself. Bite, kick, scream,
yell, hit, gouge, anything. She pushed at him with one hand, searching
for the door handle with the other. Then, failing to find it, she
pounded on the window, hoping to break it, screeching and turning her
head away from his mouth so she could get volume. She tried head butting
him, but he held her shoulders down and lifted his head back, and he
laughed. She was moving around so violently, the car was actually
bouncing. He tried to grab her wrist but she socked him in the eye. He
grunted in pain and growled, but he didn't hit back. She continued
banging on the window and yelling. She knew one thing—he couldn't get
her out of this parking lot without moving to his side of the car, over
that console, and by God she was going to fling herself out of the car
before he could take her anywhere.